Poem43.Hesitation

Hesitation

Being within home for long

effected me more than I thought

was never aware until recent

when the family tree gathered.

A blow so strong it was

deep down struck so hard.

disturbed I feel in group

worries,will do some blunder .

But for that day I knew

somewhere something wrong

if in this shell any long

will go mad, thought rang .

A healthy person ,yes I am,

no visits ,seldom visitors .

Family see, morning evening,

they always move out and in .

Shell of my own creation,

tortoise with me if competition

who will put their head out more?

ha, dear turtle will win the race.

A parrot in a golden cage ,

with mineral water,packet foods,

both of us bothers not

what happens outside confines.

Hesitation to go out mingle

excuses a lot we have.

Man as social animal

why oh! God you created?