Poem 70.Fire of Dreams

Fire of Dreams

Conflicts between what am

what wanted to be

always  back in mind.

At times it reaches that point

where you burn yourself

with inferiority

but sits idle

feeling helpless 
day dreaming 

just allowing self

to get ruined in the fire of dreams.

Is it fair to yourself?

Why and why can't I find the courage

from the fire to leap forward

reach the goal or atleast try?

Dreams should give you power

to aim, shoot and reach your goal.

Or you will be like a volcano

always ready to erupt........

Poem69.Oh GOD....You are great...

In my last poem I have prayed to dear God to run antivirus on me....He instantly answered to my request and was hospitalised and done a full scan on me.....Just today came out clean....Oh GOD....You are great......

Really God has made me clean,clean my mind eyes ears everything...

Now I can hear the world in its true beauty. Hear the music..see all of you and more over be happy to be alive ...................

Had prayed to god

for cleaning with antivirus

never thought will grace soon

just the next day morn.

Then ,

 lying down in the hospital bed

closing eyes and watching

I can see dear words

with wonderful dresses

floating towards me.

They danced before me

called me to wake up

made me sure write.

Compelled, took a book

a pen  was ready,then

they went behind a curtain.

Now if lie down, sure

will start calling again.........